Just keep swimming and chanting.

Yes, we manifest our experiences with our thoughts.  Yes, you have to think a lot of positive thoughts sometimes, to offset the negative energy swirling around you constantly here on earth.  The negative is always here, and always will be.  We, humans,  are all master's at dealing with negative energy, we all have been doing this since birth.  It is sadly, the essence of our world here.  The trick, is to ignore the negative, to allow the positive room to grow. 

In other words, no matter what situation you are dealing with.  No matter, how unfairly you believe you have been treated.  No matter, how unjustified you think your life is...Nothing will change, if you continually focus on the negative, you are living through.  Live through it, and get to the other side of it, asap.

Just how are you supposed to ignore the fact that your dad just threw you out of the house, told you he never wanted to hear from you again, and that you were not "normal"?  

Well.  First of all, you ignore everything "they" said.  Because, regardless of whether "they" were correct or not, their actions against you were not.  NO parent worthy of that title, would even think of putting their daughter out with her belongings in the yard, in the middle of the night, over anything, least of all, words.  

Second, tell yourself what you know to be true about yourself.  You are not worthless.  You are a beautiful creature.  You were hand made by God, inside and out.  Your behavior, can always improve, mistakes are what we are here to learn by.  Besides, "they" might not want to believe it about themselves, but, "they" make mistakes, too.  "They" just made a HUGE, mistake.  

Third, you choose again.  Tell God, ( with your thoughts or our loud ) you need joy, you need positive abundance, and you need luck -  immediately.  Tell him that you are one proud, lucky, joyous beautiful person who is growing, learning and improving with every breath and are willing to choose light.  

Life will change.  It already has.  You are not defeated.  They were not correct.  Keep breathing, keep chanting, " I am a lucky person, surrounded by angels, and God loves and takes care of me, because I choose joy, NOW."  

Be true and honest to yourself, and everyone else in your life - it will put you exactly in the spot God intended for you to be at!